Minggu, 01 April 2012

fall for you

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

-secondhand serenade

Minggu, 11 Maret 2012

love the way u lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a still night in my wind pipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off the law, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She fucking hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going? I'm leaving you
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cus when its going good its going great.
I'm superman with the wind at his back
Shes Louis Lane but when its bad its awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on him, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick of looking at him
You swore you'd never hit him; never do nothing to hurt him
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit him
Throw him down pin him
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's a race that's the culprit controls your boat
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you cus today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
I guess that's why they call it window pane

Now I know he said things hit things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship wasn't as crazy as it seemed
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eye ball
Next time I'm pissed, I lay my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie,

Rabu, 22 Februari 2012

pahit

keputusan yang sulit.
tapi mungkin ini yang terbaik.
mungkin.
Ya Rabb..
astaghfirullah ... maafkan hamba apabila keputusan ini menyakiti.

untuk kamu yang terkasih.
you'll stronger without me.
it's hurt now, but i know everything will be fine.

sudah saat nya kita kembali mendekat pada sang khaliq.
mengejar ketertinggalan yang disengaja.

apabila memang kita ditakdirkan untuk bersama,
pasti ada saatnya.

kopi hari ini,
terasa lebih pahit.

Senin, 20 Februari 2012

teh pagi ini

subuh penuh dengan keindahan
senin pagi
awan mendung berburu menampakan keindahan lain
semburat cahaya mentari mempercantik alam dengan sendirinya
Subhanallah.. maha suci Engkau yang menciptakan dengan keindahannya.

pagi ini
secangkir teh pahit
terasa semakin getir ketika terbesit rasa kemarin.
dimana rasa percaya sudah perlu dipertanyakan.
 iya,
ini bukan tentang dia atau mereka.
tapi tentang kita, aku dan kamu.
"Do you trust me?"
sederet pertanyaan keras.

bersyukur wangi melati sedikit menyejukan.
semakin damai ketika ingat bahwa Allah selalu menjaga.
:)


Kamis, 16 Februari 2012

Price Tag

"..
Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop for a minute and  Smile

Why is everybody so serious?
Acting so damn mysterious?
You got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time.

Everybody look to their left
Everybody look to their right
Can you feel that
We'll pay them with love tonight...

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain't about the (ha) Chi-Chang Chi-Chang.
Ain't about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all UNITE!
And it wasn't low blows and video Hoes,
Am I the only one getting... tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we'll be feeling alright

Well, keep the price tag
And take the cash back
Just give me six strings, and a half stack
And you can, can keep the cars
Leave me the garage
And all I, yes all I need
Are keys and guitars
And guess what, in 30 seconds
I'm leaving to Mars
Yeah we leaving across
These undefeatable odds
It's like this man
You can't put a price on a life
We do this for the love
So we fight and sacrifice
Every night
So we ain't gonna stumble and fall
Never
Waiting to see a sign of defeat
So we gonna keep everyone
Moving their feet
So bring back the beat
And then everyone sing
It's not about the money

Forget about the price tag.."
-jj


hmm..
yup, sejenak mengingatkan.. uang bukan segalanya.
tidak semua hal bisa dibeli dengan uang.
kebahagian.. teman... sahabat.. orang terkasih..
dan yang paling indah adalah seikat iman yang melekat pada diri.

so.. pergunakanlah harta kita secara bijak.
utamakan bagi yang memerlukan.
karena berbagi itu lebih indah. :)