pahit

keputusan yang sulit.
tapi mungkin ini yang terbaik.
mungkin.
Ya Rabb..
astaghfirullah ... maafkan hamba apabila keputusan ini menyakiti.

untuk kamu yang terkasih.
you'll stronger without me.
it's hurt now, but i know everything will be fine.

sudah saat nya kita kembali mendekat pada sang khaliq.
mengejar ketertinggalan yang disengaja.

apabila memang kita ditakdirkan untuk bersama,
pasti ada saatnya.

kopi hari ini,
terasa lebih pahit.

teh pagi ini

subuh penuh dengan keindahan
senin pagi
awan mendung berburu menampakan keindahan lain
semburat cahaya mentari mempercantik alam dengan sendirinya
Subhanallah.. maha suci Engkau yang menciptakan dengan keindahannya.

pagi ini
secangkir teh pahit
terasa semakin getir ketika terbesit rasa kemarin.
dimana rasa percaya sudah perlu dipertanyakan.
 iya,
ini bukan tentang dia atau mereka.
tapi tentang kita, aku dan kamu.
"Do you trust me?"
sederet pertanyaan keras.

bersyukur wangi melati sedikit menyejukan.
semakin damai ketika ingat bahwa Allah selalu menjaga.
:)

Price Tag

"..

Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the sale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop for a minute and  Smile

Why is everybody so serious?
Acting so damn mysterious?
You got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time.

Everybody look to their left
Everybody look to their right
Can you feel that
We'll pay them with love tonight...

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain't about the (ha) Chi-Chang Chi-Chang.
Ain't about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all UNITE!
And it wasn't low blows and video Hoes,
Am I the only one getting... tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now
Guarantee we'll be feeling alright

Well, keep the price tag
And take the cash back
Just give me six strings, and a half stack
And you can, can keep the cars
Leave me the garage
And all I, yes all I need
Are keys and guitars
And guess what, in 30 seconds
I'm leaving to Mars
Yeah we leaving across
These undefeatable odds
It's like this man
You can't put a price on a life
We do this for the love
So we fight and sacrifice
Every night
So we ain't gonna stumble and fall
Never
Waiting to see a sign of defeat
So we gonna keep everyone
Moving their feet
So bring back the beat
And then everyone sing
It's not about the money

Forget about the price tag.."
-jj


hmm..
yup, sejenak mengingatkan.. uang bukan segalanya.
tidak semua hal bisa dibeli dengan uang.
kebahagian.. teman... sahabat.. orang terkasih..
dan yang paling indah adalah seikat iman yang melekat pada diri.

so.. pergunakanlah harta kita secara bijak.
utamakan bagi yang memerlukan.
karena berbagi itu lebih indah. :)

plastic trees

"....
Her green plastic watering can
For her fake Chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself

It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins

It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run

It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out

If I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted all the time
........ "

yup yup..
fake plastic trees.. sebuah lagu dari radiohead.
mengisahkan betapa banyak orang seperti "plastik"

penuh dengan kebohongan.
penuh dengan kepura-puraan.
dia seakan terlihat sempurna.
tiada cela.

disadari atau engga..orang seperti itu adalah orang yang kehilangan arah.
kehilangan mimpi. kehilangan jatidiri.- menurut gw.hehe


so..
be your self.
yuk.. berusahalah jadi diri sendiri,
yang bermanfaat bagi orang lain.
bukan menjadi beban. :)